Grow Up

有時候 希望有人懂 就算一句話也沒說

是我太貪心了嗎 不說的話別人怎麼知道我在想什麼

最近一直想太多 腦子怎麼了? 軌道走偏了?

想寫下一些心情卻找不著地方 兜兜轉轉 還是回到了這裡

以前的心情 想起來到現在已經不是那麼一回事了

我又成長了多少? 我又成熟了許多?

現在的我 又是怎樣的心情............

披露

你只需要你的朋友 你只需要你的朋友

那麼你跟我告白的時候是被鬼遮眼了嗎?

還是你有了女朋友後發覺朋友比女友他媽的對你來說比較自由？

我真的真的沒有管你很多 沒有不讓你和朋友出去 沒有不讓你打機

我自問我已經很大方了 而且給你非常多的私人空間！

尼瑪的 為什麼到最後你還是那麼不耐煩的對待我？

我真的不想說分手 可是你那時候這個樣的態度 我不說出口 我就變成了包袱了

尼瑪的 我真心真意地給你承諾 誰說我不能做到？

我還是頭一次那麼栽個頭下去這個深淵裡

你竟然說你不相信承諾 不需要什麼承諾

那我還不像個傻瓜我 傻得徹徹底底的大傻瓜！

你說什麼去夜店的女孩完全不是你的取向

尼瑪的 你是在暗示我嗎？

還有 先生！Euro不是夜店好嗎？？？？？

尼瑪的 為什麼你對我那麼壞 那麼不聞不問 那麼像個陌生人

尼瑪的 為什麼我還是不捨得 愛你那麼的深 像個可笑的笨蛋

每次遇到你 我都裝得開開心心沒事兒的哈哈大笑

在你面前 假裝對你視而不見冷冷冰冰

你都不知道 其實我心裡是那麼的在乎那麼的激動

想更了解你想懂你過得好不好有沒有準時吃東西有沒有胃痛

只是 這些都已經不是我能管的事兒了已經和我都沒關係了 

只是 我乃然 惦記 在乎

盧征陽

其實我希望在你看不到我的地方好好看看你

可惜現實是如果你不在身邊我會比較好過一點

這個假期就讓心沉澱努力不去想你吧我行的

好了晚安我愛過的名字_♥

About L.O.V.E

How many days he was leave from me. 

Actually, he wasn't love me so much from start, right?

If not, he won't treat me like that.

You ask me why i love him like a fool at here?

Haha, no reason, just because he's the right people when i saw him at first day in class.

He confessed to me.

He presented to me .

He hold my hand, hug me and kiss me.

He said he'll prove to all people show that how much he love me.

I believed. I'm really trust him.

But, what the end of us?

Really? Really is a lies of that?

Or I'm just a toy for him?

Too much questions mark. I can't solve it.

So, really just let it be?

I know, I'm not perfect, not enough good, right?

                          So you don't want to cherish me, don't want to call me back.

I can't believe you said you rather to give me up.

You just do ignore me and ignore my feeling.

Even like that you do all of painful things to me.

But, i still care of you. Why i still love you?

What a stupid What a fool. That's me.

I think i won't start a new relationship with others in my Form6 life.

I need all this time to calm down my heart.

L.O.V.E is just four letter words.

If you're be serious in this game, you'll be the loser.

Yes, I'm the loser right now.

Random

Yesss. I'm getting forget to my blog a long period of time. 

Sorry about that ._.

Too much things had happened to me recently.

Those friends who are said will accompany us to study form6 that time had gone to Kampar and study very well ( i think. Sigh~

A new school . A new environment . A new life.

Okies. It's not so funny in my new school life.

I was missing Poi Lam totally. 

I was missing that the intimacy feeling was just had in my old school.

I was missing the food in canteen.

I was missing the time of practice dance with my dancing partner.

I was missing my classmate who was always making noise in classroom.

The new school is totally different with Poi Lam. :(

May be i scaring of the new surroundings, there are so strange to me.

Aww, but i was meet a group of new friends in my class. Friends who are kind. <3

Hahahah.

----SKIP----

The Form6 student's life was appear. 

The difficult way for me to go through.

Can i expect myself on my future?

It must will be a lightness way on my life.

     There were always the twelve of us.

REMEMBER-SMILE

假期了

就要考试了

可是

生活还是很空虚

心里

也一样很空虚

这种感觉

是寂寞？

现在不想碰书

尽管知道

以后的路还很迷糊

朋友

虽然围在一块很热闹

可是

填补不了那种寂寞

究竟想干嘛？

心里没有答案

就这样

浑浑噩噩的过？

谁知道

未来是怎样

真希望

大家在未来也一样会过得很好

爱情

是什么？

我还没遇到那位命中注定么？

什么时候？

很多问号

以后

会一一解答的。

现在

请先以微笑面对人生吧 !

SHINee FOREVER ♥

今天是大日子！！
哈哈，我爱上小闪们的第
365天~!

一年了

真不容易啊,这些日子

总之,接下来的日子

我也会好好的继续爱着我们家小闪的!

不要担心哦,就算爬墙,我也会爬回我家的!

哈哈

真的好希望你们快点CB哦!

要等多久呢??

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我爱你们 ♥

SHINEEWORLD HWAITING !